Had the same rush to get a bike when I was younger. Wife worked in surgery and I always drove her when she got called in for emergency surgery.
Long story short....she got called in for this guy who was racing his bike on the freeway and laid it down.
She brought me in to see this body that looked like raw hamburger and asked me if I still wanted a bike?
That took the rush out of me and I moved on from wanting a bike.
But, to each their own....If you want one get one.
Edit: Please get mine in Black...Thank you!