My boyfriend hasn't talked to me since new year. He only send me 3 - 4 emails and that's it. Yes, a family member of his died on the 3rd of January but I think it is a bit mean of him to ignore me like that.
He says he doesn't want to talk with me at all because he is "very depressed" but I feel very bad because as his girlfriend I am supposed to be near him and comfort him. At the same time, he keeps posting stuff in the history forum we are both members in, like long posts and blog posts well and at the same time he doesn't want to talk to me at all.
I feel awful and cry every day. I think he is trying to blow me off and has lost all interest in me. I just can't take it anymore I warned him a couple of times that I feel very bad that he is ignoring me and yet he continues.
Since he is my first boyfriend I feel very hesitant to leave him first, but it is just that I really feel awful. Am I imagining things?