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I don't drink to be able to see elephants. I drink to be able not to see, completely ignore (howling) wolves...

I've got some more over here just in case Kari can't see yours.............

It must be due to decision I made earlier today, but now I'm seeing both elephants and wolves

You tell em Topper................................
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Dennis get the Listerine out you got some bad horse breath there!!!!
This stuff is almost as old as Dennis!


This gold-hued wonder hasn't changed much since its introduction back in 1895. Sure, it's a little intense, but no other mouthwash can compete with its impressive germ-killing career.

Joan Archer said:

Thanks everyone for the good wishes, you don't know how good it feels to start feeling warm again. Hubby is still bad, it's gone onto his chest so he's got a bad cough, trouble is last time he had a bad one everytime he coughed he would pass out and just collapse so it's a bit worrying.

We'll get there and it's our 34th Wedding Anniversary on Friday but I don't think there will be much celebrating done.

So sorry to hear that Joan, but congratulations on 34 years! I know he's lucky to have you

A Guy

Joan Archer said:

Thanks everyone for the good wishes, you don't know how good it feels to start feeling warm again. Hubby is still bad, it's gone onto his chest so he's got a bad cough, trouble is last time he had a bad one everytime he coughed he would pass out and just collapse so it's a bit worrying.

We'll get there and it's our 34th Wedding Anniversary on Friday but I don't think there will be much celebrating done.

Happy Anniversary!
Hope he's feeling better by then.:)

Back in my old, bad habits again. Recovering maybe too fast, or rather thinking I'm recovering faster than I actually am?

Woke up yesterday morning having a mother of all hangovers (reason). Made a pot of coffee, sat in front of my desktop at 8AM. The hangover took control of me finally at 4PM, had to go to bed for a couple of hours, after "only" 8 continuous hours online eating nothing, drinking a bit whisky and a lot of coffee. Back online some hours later at 8PM, and since that all the time posting, again only with whisky and coffee. It's now 2PM, so now "only" 18 hours online time. If any doubt, check my last posts since yesterday morning European time. A 30 hours session with whisky and coffee, broken only for 4 hours yesterday afternoon.

Canceled neorologist yesterday and physiotherapy today. Don't take my medicin due the fear what they could cause, having at the moment only very little blood in my body alcohol... Angie went to shop after breakfast, she slammed the door so loud at least our German members could hear it... She's mad at me now, not saying a word.

Hopefully this still ongoing session at least ends early tonight, hopefully I get to sleep around the clock.

Life is (mostly) good, Mac OSX still sux!

Kari

Kari said:

Back in my old, bad habits again. Recovering maybe too fast, or rather thinking I'm recovering faster than I actually am?

Woke up yesterday morning having a mother of all hangovers (reason). Made a pot of coffee, sat in front of my desktop at 8AM. The hangover took control of me finally at 4PM, had to go to bed for a couple of hours, after "only" 8 continuous hours online eating nothing, drinking a bit whisky and a lot of coffee. Back online some hours later at 8PM, and since that all the time posting, again only with whisky and coffee. It's now 2PM, so now "only" 18 hours online time. If any doubt, check my last posts since yesterday morning European time. A 30 hours session with whisky and coffee, broken only for 4 hours yesterday afternoon.

Canceled neorologist yesterday and physiotherapy today. Don't take my medicin due the fear what they could cause, having at the moment only very little blood in my body alcohol... Angie went to shop after breakfast, she slammed the door so loud at least our German members could hear it... She's mad at me now, not saying a word.

Hopefully this still ongoing session at least ends early tonight, hopefully I get to sleep around the clock.

Life is (mostly) good, Mac OSX still sux!

Kari

You need to take it Easy kari remember less is more, the last thing you want is some sort of relapse and i suspect thats exactly what angie is worried about too.
If you dont then dennis ,hoppy and myself will come over and take turns .......

I know this all guys, but thanks anyway for caring. Hopalong, that's precisely why I refuse to take my pills now; I need to wait until after a well slept night. Hopefully tonight. If I go to bed now, at 3:30PM, it's a doomed try to normalize the rhytm. I try to stay awake a few more hours and trying then to sleep, to reset the situation.

Anyway, I was explaining to myself this to be normal behaviour after the long abstinence, mainly from PC's and the net, that it's just normal to want to gain the lost moments. I'm also explaining this to me by thinking I'm allowed to try to remember, to get my memories back (I still have a black hole in my memory from late August to mid October). I know this is not right, I understand the weakness of my explanations.

Funny, I could have never thought I could one day feel myself so much befriended with you virtual friends I could tell things like this. Today I even like Dennis!

Kari