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Today I did lots of important things. To beging with:
1: The refrigerator was repaired.
2: Printed invitation cards for the wedding.
3: Ordered the lightings, band group, tents, minibus, etc. for wedding purpose.
4: Some shopping for my mom and sis.
The day was hectic. But there's no one else to take care of these things so I had to do it on time.
Insomnia is back, after a break.
Lately I've been able to sleep only 2 to 3 hours max at the time. Have changed my lifestyle quite dramatically, eating as healthy as possible for a man not even being able to think a life without ribs and steaks. Drinking so little I didn't know it's possible to survive with so little alcohol. Walking more, using car less. Smoking less, eating nicotine pills more. Taking all the medicine my doctors prescribe. In my opinion I have no particular stress or problems in my life, I am quite a happy man, satisfied with my life. Although Angie sometimes says I'm crazy, my shrink does not agree with that; I am supposedly mentally not as ill as Angie sometimes thinks .
I've suffered from insomnia last 20 years, more or less. After last Christmas I was suddenly able to sleep quite normally. Angie loved it, and I have to say me, too. Then a few weeks ago it started again. My normal sleep rhythm at the moment is about 2 hours sleep at night, then a nap in the afternoon. This goes on until between 7 and 10 days my bodily exhaust makes me sleep one, sometimes two nights about 8 to 10 hours, then the cycle starts from beginning.
It's almost 3:30 AM now, I'm in bed,listening Angie snorewatching Angie sleep beside me, laptop on nightstand, Bluetooth kb & mouse on my belly. Don't even want to try anymore tonight, I know it's not going to work.
Dear fellow geeks, you should pray that I would be able to sleep more. Otherwise I'll just continue posting these rants.
Kari