Today

Uber Philf said:

Zidane24 said:

Uber Philf said:

Least you have a Girlfriend

I went out with a girl for five years...was getting ready to be married (she was my High School Sweetheart)...we already had our kids named and I couldn't love anyone on this planet more...on our fifth anniversary, I had the ring and everything and was going to pop the question. She broke up with me because she wanted to take a break. I have since moved on...she contacted me awhile back and wanted to mend things but I didn't give her the time of day...

I haven't healed from the breakup and probably never will. It also changed me...I am much more cold-hearted than I used to be but I am starting to come around (thanks to my sweet little niece)

I know how it feels, just feels like nothing matters anymore. happened once, but oddly enough i still talk/see her on a daily basis, shes dating my 2nd best friend...

DJG said:

As it often works out, she gets the mine, we get the shaft ... but it's all part of life. When I got divorced back in 86 I was a bit of a wreck for about three years. One day I woke up and realized, hey, this is actually pretty danged great! I'm free! Today I have no regrets, no hard feelings and many nice memories.

And today I'm just about done with my big web site upgrade. I've done more javascript I care to think about, but I'm finally quite happy with the results. I've also recreated over a thousand jpegs. I have one more new gallery to add - from the Moab, Utah area - and one old one from Indonesia to recreate, which I'll wait a bit as it's over a hbundred jpegs and I need a break. I think I've been working harder than when I was working ... .

Thanks for the comments folks! I can't help but to think that I am also hurting my new girlfriend...I like her and see us being together in the future...I just can't open up to her at all...I actually used to be open with all sorts of family and friends...now I avoid any conversations that get personal...

Actually this is as deep of a conversation I have had for awhile...I don't know what got me to post it

Zidane24 said:

Uber Philf said:

Zidane24 said:

I went out with a girl for five years...was getting ready to be married (she was my High School Sweetheart)...we already had our kids named and I couldn't love anyone on this planet more...on our fifth anniversary, I had the ring and everything and was going to pop the question. She broke up with me because she wanted to take a break. I have since moved on...she contacted me awhile back and wanted to mend things but I didn't give her the time of day...

I haven't healed from the breakup and probably never will. It also changed me...I am much more cold-hearted than I used to be but I am starting to come around (thanks to my sweet little niece)

I know how it feels, just feels like nothing matters anymore. happened once, but oddly enough i still talk/see her on a daily basis, shes dating my 2nd best friend...

DJG said:

As it often works out, she gets the mine, we get the shaft ... but it's all part of life. When I got divorced back in 86 I was a bit of a wreck for about three years. One day I woke up and realized, hey, this is actually pretty danged great! I'm free! Today I have no regrets, no hard feelings and many nice memories.

And today I'm just about done with my big web site upgrade. I've done more javascript I care to think about, but I'm finally quite happy with the results. I've also recreated over a thousand jpegs. I have one more new gallery to add - from the Moab, Utah area - and one old one from Indonesia to recreate, which I'll wait a bit as it's over a hbundred jpegs and I need a break. I think I've been working harder than when I was working ... .

Thanks for the comments folks! I can't help but to think that I am also hurting my new girlfriend...I like her and see us being together in the future...I just can't open up to her at all...I actually used to be open with all sorts of family and friends...now I avoid any conversations that get personal...

Actually this is as deep of a conversation I have had for awhile...I don't know what got me to post it

Opening up & trusting a person enough to open up to, will take time, especially after getting your heart broke.

rsvr85 said:

Zidane24 said:

Uber Philf said:

I know how it feels, just feels like nothing matters anymore. happened once, but oddly enough i still talk/see her on a daily basis, shes dating my 2nd best friend...

DJG said:

As it often works out, she gets the mine, we get the shaft ... but it's all part of life. When I got divorced back in 86 I was a bit of a wreck for about three years. One day I woke up and realized, hey, this is actually pretty danged great! I'm free! Today I have no regrets, no hard feelings and many nice memories.

And today I'm just about done with my big web site upgrade. I've done more javascript I care to think about, but I'm finally quite happy with the results. I've also recreated over a thousand jpegs. I have one more new gallery to add - from the Moab, Utah area - and one old one from Indonesia to recreate, which I'll wait a bit as it's over a hbundred jpegs and I need a break. I think I've been working harder than when I was working ... .

Thanks for the comments folks! I can't help but to think that I am also hurting my new girlfriend...I like her and see us being together in the future...I just can't open up to her at all...I actually used to be open with all sorts of family and friends...now I avoid any conversations that get personal...

Actually this is as deep of a conversation I have had for awhile...I don't know what got me to post it

Opening up & trusting a person enough to open up to, will take time, especially after getting your heart broke.

+1, just afraid of it happening again.

There's no point going through life being scared. If i shied away from every bad experience with women i've had.....well........

rsvr85 said:

Zidane24 said:

Uber Philf said:

I know how it feels, just feels like nothing matters anymore. happened once, but oddly enough i still talk/see her on a daily basis, shes dating my 2nd best friend...

DJG said:

As it often works out, she gets the mine, we get the shaft ... but it's all part of life. When I got divorced back in 86 I was a bit of a wreck for about three years. One day I woke up and realized, hey, this is actually pretty danged great! I'm free! Today I have no regrets, no hard feelings and many nice memories.

And today I'm just about done with my big web site upgrade. I've done more javascript I care to think about, but I'm finally quite happy with the results. I've also recreated over a thousand jpegs. I have one more new gallery to add - from the Moab, Utah area - and one old one from Indonesia to recreate, which I'll wait a bit as it's over a hbundred jpegs and I need a break. I think I've been working harder than when I was working ... .

Thanks for the comments folks! I can't help but to think that I am also hurting my new girlfriend...I like her and see us being together in the future...I just can't open up to her at all...I actually used to be open with all sorts of family and friends...now I avoid any conversations that get personal...

Actually this is as deep of a conversation I have had for awhile...I don't know what got me to post it

Opening up & trusting a person enough to open up to, will take time, especially after getting your heart broke.

I think it is more than that...I have had my heart broke before and I was able to rebound and go on...

I just have no desire for such things anymore...I could care less about talking about my personal issues (or I might just be lieing to myself...)...I have a girlfriend to just have a girlfriend...and everytime I see Laura around or a picture of her, my blood boils and I become furious...

Many of my Mom's pictures of me included her and I made her get rid of all of them...

When a relationship flounders there are always two people involved who hurt.
Both suffer a lot afterwards & need time to readjust.
To trust others you first must trust yourself.
Learn from your experience & move on.
There is hope................

Zidane24 said:

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I just have no desire for such things anymore...I could care less about talking about my personal issues (or I might just be lieing to myself...)...I have a girlfriend to just have a girlfriend...and everytime I see Laura around or a picture of her, my blood boils and I become furious...

Many of my Mom's pictures of me included her and I made her get rid of all of them...

It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

I've been constantly in love since 1974. The target of my love has changed many times. I hope the current target is also the last one.

Kari

Kari said:

Zidane24 said:

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I just have no desire for such things anymore...I could care less about talking about my personal issues (or I might just be lieing to myself...)...I have a girlfriend to just have a girlfriend...and everytime I see Laura around or a picture of her, my blood boils and I become furious...

Many of my Mom's pictures of me included her and I made her get rid of all of them...

It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

I've been constantly in love since 1974. The target of my love has changed many times. I hope the current target is also the last one.

Kari

Don't we all? Wish i had 1 target, and to hang onto her forever...